Without her , I'm all alone here .

Hey ! I'm back :) This whole week got common tests .Today was History ct . Quite difficult ><
Tmr is English ct followed by Math ct and so on ..><
Tmr staying back in sch to revise math with friends ! ^^ But maybe not going centre at 302 agn le :( I miss those bunch of kids much ><

Today she left . Went she told me she is leaving , she was already at habourfront . :/ Why can't I get to see her the last chance ? :( 

She also does not know whn might she come back . Forever won't I guess ? :(
She said she want to find work at there . ><
Hope she can take good care of herself :'(

I shall not continue writing about her le . Tears starts rolling down my cheeks :'/
I WILL MISS HER , RACHEL  :(

Back again ! ^^

Today went to NUS ^^ Went with Cindy and Yini to meet Huili jie jie at NUS then walked around NUS :b

I love NUS >< Hahahas  .
Went there around 10.30am ^^  Left at around 2.30pm :)
Huili jie jie need do work . Then we three went to Jcube ^^
Bought something for Rachel and me :b

Tmr performing again ! >< At Blk 466 de field :b
Have to go school @5pm :( Hahahas.
Hope I can dance well tmr ><
Bye ~

Yesterday photo :b

Natinal day celebration ^^

Back ! Yesterday was as per normal :)
Just that I got to know something  . Rachel is leaving singapore next monday :( Can't bear her to leave uhh . I really want her to stay in singapore . :/ 
Hope she will take good care of herself there :(
Yesterday ironed my costume ^^ And chatted with someone . He has problems now . He say he wanted to die . Hope he will be alright soon >< 

Today meet Jialing at E-tea @6.25am . Wen to sch together ^^ She send me to MPR  . Hahahas :b She's so good :b
Went in the MPR , changed into my costume then start to make-up ^^
First performance for lower sec . I didn't dance quite well . :/ I thought I could dance well whn performing for upper sec , I was filled with confidence .
But whn performing for upper sec , something happened :/ I ran into the screen then the thing hooked my skirt . >< Took up a few seconds of the dancing . :/ Sighh . I can't dance well . >< Nvm , this sat will try harder :)
After performance , went back to MPR changed back to my class tee then , removed make-up then went out of school .
Called jailing , then I went to mac to find her and JingZi ^^ Three of us ate mcspicy :b
Went home after that ! :) Bye .

For days didn't update blog le ><
Was lazy ~
Today rehearsal was quite okayy . ^^ 

Rehearsal ended around @4.15pm . >< So tired ..

Performing this wednesday :/ Wish me the best kay ? :b Hahahs . 
Hopefully I really can dance well :/
Have to be in school early this wednesday .  AHHH ><
Studies for me is alright now ^^ Science & math tests tmr :)

Didn't update blog yesterday ! >< Yesterday was the NDP rehearsal ~

I forgotten to do some of the moves . >< Sighh .. Why ? :/
Hope that I can perform well on wednesday <
Another rehearsal next monday ^^ But is full dress ><
The costume is quite big for me I guess . >< Hahs . 

Hope I won't forgot to do the moves uh .. ><
Today cca started @2pm . Ended at 5pm :) Practice today was quite tiring too ~ >< Today lessons was as per normal :) Assembly was awesome ! ^^
Math test next week , not today ~ But today is Literature test >< Confirm fail ah ..

Tmr tuition from 2pm to 6/6.30pm  ~ ><

School as per normal ^^ But a lot of incidents happened today . I cried again . I'm so weak , useless ... :/
I just black out awhile , hand numb jiu cry . Useless uh me . >< Thanks meifang,jialing & huixuan for helping me .. :/
Friends that quite close to me today also some got scolded . I landed them in this state . I feel bad & sorry . ><
Hope things can be solved soon ~

Last day for July 2012 ^^

Yesterday went to Jcube with Huixuan & Zixing . Then went to watch movie with Huixuan . Watched 'The Four ' .Quite nice ^^
Went home yesterday @7pm+  :)

Today everything was normal ^^
After school went to bubbletea shop with Jialing , Jingzi , Wanyu & Huixuan . ^^ Had a lot of fun :D
Today didn't go to centre again :/ I seriously MISS those kids , I swear . :/ Around one month no see them le :( The last time me , I wouldn't skip going to the centre . But now , I keep skipping . What makes me skip going there I also don't know . :/ I really want to find back the old me ><

A lot things happening recently . Sighh .. ><

Gardens by the Bay ^^

Today went to Gardens by the Bay ^^ Hot but nice day today ! ><
Walked around GBTB until 6pm then went back ^^ Just viewing the things around thr . Taking a lot of pictures & many more ! :D  But too sad , Jiaxin & Georgina nvr come :(
Hopefully they can join us soon! :) Quite a lot of pictures , I'll just upload some ^^

 ^^

 Group pict ^^

 Three of us :b

 Me & Cindy ^^

 That girl wearing cap is cute ! :)

 Wanted to push cindy :b

 

^^

 Lazy to update blog yesterday ~
Today didn't go tuition ><
Today went out @12.45pm to meet HuiXuan then do PW . After we are done with PW . We went to Jurong point to watch movie (:
We watched ' The Dark Knight Rises ' ^^ Nice show ! :) 

Movie started  @3.45pm .  Then it ended @6pm + .
Went home after that .
Tomorrow going Gardens By The Bay ^^
This few days I was actually quite moody ~ ><

Today PE was 2.4km run . I failed >< Now my knee hurts , whenever I stand :/  Mother tongue lesson today need draw merlion ^^ Mine damn ugly ! ><  Hahahas .History lessons was fun ! Paper ball all around ><Just that someone go complain to teacher then Jenssen they all kena . LOL. Today home econ didn't do practical  .Just test . Next week then practical ^^ After sch went to do something with Jialing & huixuan ! :) Had lots of fun . But during home econ was quite pissed off . Heard from friend that someone said me , Jialing & Huixuan bitch -.- F**k up sia ! Somemore that girl also want complain to teacher say me and jialing cheat during test -.- I call this girl CK . :) One more guy also , very nosy . My problem if I want go or not . Keep tell teacher -.- Home-ed at @5.30pm today ><  Not a good day today.
Not in the mood to write so much now . Bye ! >< We are not bitch ! :@

:)

Picture for the day ^^
Today first lesson was History ^^ Liking History more and more now :D P.E today was free time , played vb . Didn't join in so much , cuz not so energetic >< After recess went up to class with huixuan & zi xing ^^ Didn't know where Jialing go ><. Then Zi xing was right infront of me when going up stairs , then Jialing scared her , she actually intended to scare me and huixuan but failed ! Hahhs :b Went back to class together after that , then Jialing suddenly laugh non stop :b Hahahas ! Me and huixuan was thinking whether want to sent her to IMH anot . Of course I wont sent her to IMH lahh , can't bear :b  She still laughing ! Like a mad woman :b Then ernest also say she had gone crazy ! XP  ! After that went back in to class . Art was suppose to draw handscape . Told teacher to come , I asked : "teacher , you want see what I draw ? " Teacher : " okay . " Me : *secretly laghing * :b *turned the sketchbook* it was blank :b . Then teacher was like keeping quiet . hahahs ! :b Then teacher help me drew hand :b
After school went to coffee shop to eat with huixuan ^^ went back to sch @2.40pm . Then went straight up to studio :D Today dancing was alright , but just that I didn't really focus much & also some moves still not so clear >< Was quite tiring , now my knee got bruises :/ My left thumb also got at least 3 slight cuts , cuz during art lessons accidentally cut until de ><

Another day ~

Today went to school as per normal ^^ Dialogue in the morning with VP & teachers . Hahahs . :) After that was music lessons . Played Ukelele , can't really play well :b After recess , went to computer lab for english class with Jialing~ The comp lab door knob spoiled , I pushed it in , then the screws came out . Me and Jialing laugh like hell ! Hahahs :b Fixed alr , then we try to open it , teacher and some others inside the comp lab , me and Jialing outside the comp lab to try testing open the door .I pulled the door knob , then the knob came out ! Hahas ! :D Me and Jialing laugh even harder  >< Everyone was looking at us ~  >< Then teacher decided not to close the door, put a chair at the door . ~  Then just now after science lessons , I cried . Someone just can't shut their mouth up , and spread something about me . Like he know everything like that -.-Sigh . Cried continuously for two days . :/  I'm so fragile ~
Still haven't recover from flu & blocked nose >< Now also got cough . Throat pain like what lorh . >< Hope to recover soon ~ Then went home .
After school went for the Litter Free Walk with whole class at Lake park ~ Left the place @2.05pm . Was suppose to go to the reading programme for kids at JE blk 302 . But due to flu , don't want to pass to the kids , so didn't go >< Then went to eat lunch with Jialing~ At 502 there ^^ Ate KFC :) 
@4.30pm went to meet Rachel & ZhiLong then go Jurong Point ~ :D Went to watch Ice Age 4 ~ Nice & funny ! :) Took 187 home with them ~ That guy beside Zhilong was so irritating , he drank coke ,left the can on the bus . And he kept on burping , so disgusting ~ >< Then talked to himself . Didn't expect to alight at the same bus stop with that guy~ Went to return BBQ pit key . Then home-ed @9.05pm~.
 

Our Litter Free Walk photos ~ :)

Bye! :D

Went to school @6.50am today ^^ Was feeling pretty unwell >< Math was the first two periods :) Cried during math periods . >< Cuz feel like vomiting , having flu & tummy ache :/ After awhile was alright , lucky was not send home >< Hahs .
Today mother tongue test like a difficult only uh . >< After sch went to eat with Huixuan ^^
Went home @3pm + . Use comp :) Maybe today was the worst day for me ever ? Hahs.
Kinda feeling upset now . Nvm ~
Write until le ! Bye ><

Today stayed home until afternoon .Heard a bad news today in the morning :/I will start cherishing the time with him ><
2.15pm went to 302.

 Was having fun with her ^^

 SMILE ! :D

Me ! (:

Cindy ^^
Meet my babes , Jiaxin , Cindy & Yini .(: And some boys .
Went to church :) Came back to 302 @5.50pm + I think ? Ate dinner with Jiaxin & Cindy ^_^ After eat finished went to playground to chit chat .Home-ed @7.15pm .
Tired . Now having flu ~ Hopefully I can get well soon .Still have to go school though . ><

Posting again for today . Just now went to eat dinner with Rachel , Zhilong , Michell & Ryan . Accompany Michell at playground until 9:30pm . The rest went home first . 
Was so down just now . :/ Don't know why . To my friends who are sad now , esp Janelle . Cheer up alright ? Be happy . Just can't smile now . :/ The night is so windy just now , I wish I was frozen to death .
I'm tired of caring so much for people who doesn't care for me .

Nothing much today ^^ Just created a blog because I was so bored . ><

Stayed at home the whole day . Stalking people's profile :b
Oh ya , yesterday Ryan's birthday party was awesome ! :D Just that something happened . I cried . :'( Ryan was so handsome yesterday ! Hahas :b I love him kay !

BBQ started at 8pm . After cca went over to help Rachel to prepare for the BBQ . ^^

Blew balloons ~
After that , my brother friends all came too (: Wanqin too ! :)
Yesterday like a fun day only ! :b
BBQ ending soon ~ Sadded >< Help to cleaned up the place .
Was playing with water too :b
Went home @12.30am ++ XD Tired maxx .
I miss you ><